hooolaaaaa

hoooohaaa

i don't know since when, but i started to feel that i'm not as funny as i used to be. yeah, i'm not a clown either,,but i used to laugh at simple things, even at myself. but now, i'm kinda see things ironically, i mean i no longer see things from different side, now i see things the same way others do..it sucks..

another thing, i used to ask myself lots of questions, almost bout everything,,but now, i rarely do that anymore,,coz nobody knows the answer of my question, even sometimes when i aksed others bout simple things, they seem have almost the same answer, it seems that it's alredy programmed that way, then the answer would pass down through the generation,,,why do you do have to do things??,,,coz, my parent told me so..coz,,the society wants me this way, they wont tolerate differences amongst their social group.it sucks,, to know the reality that we r gettin controlled by the society..instead by ourselves,,,freewill..see ya.!!